2013. It sounds so futuristic. Also, for the first time in a while I have no idea what it will bring, which is both terrifying and exciting. New job, no boyfriend and new flat - having come out of the latest black hole, I'm looking forward to the world again! Last night and day actually turned out to be wonderful. The big party was no such thing and I'm now reassured that I will stay friends with them too. It's such a relief to feel less bitter! I also explored my very first rave party (I gave the Primrose Hill canape-and-couples evening a miss). It was strange, both the lighting and people, and made weirder by my giving in and wearing a white overall thing - felt like a druggy version of American Psycho. I'm glad I went though - it was good to see it, even if I did feel a bit like Dances with Wolves (which I'm currently watching) exploring a brand new tribe. Have spent the day very hungover, packing and happy. Seeing Fish was fine - in fact, it was nice without being painful. I do wish I could bottle the feeling I have at the moment and take a sip when I descend into the downward slope again.
Right, am going to go back and continue admiring Kevin Costner's deliciously blue and predatory eyes.
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